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Don't open your eyes.. take it from me....

Mon Mar 23, 2009, 1:43 PM
Hoping to keep finding interesting lyrics for every journal. I like it this way. I have an affinity for words, writing, breaking a blank white page. I think my mind is all over the place at the moment. The "SPLAT" kind of all over the place, hard to pull back together. Thinking of the future, summer, money, leaving, if I'm so fortunate. Of friends, loves, emotions, the past, the present. Andy Warhol, because he interests me and because I'm writing an essay on him. Fantasy worlds, spirituality and the elements. Really caught up on what things will be like if I go to Calgary, being entirely alone, somewhere where I know noone. The fears and freedoms that come with anonymity. I'm worried about the upcoming scholarship applications for the GPRC fine arts departments, fairly convinced I'm a write off already since most of my stuff will be photos of things that are in Calgary.

I guess I'm dwelling on the reasons why we do things like go to school, learn, try things, love knowledge, when I'm done it will have been 6 years for a 4 year education. I know I'm not choosing this to simply fit into a machine and system (see lyrics below if you're facing some confusion)I'd hate for that to be my motivation. I do recognize the system and don't want the fight it'd take to defy it. Just want life, life art, companionship, loves, intimacy. Pleasures. Does seeing the system blur these things, happiness and pleasure? Pleasure is an option isn't it, that's how I can always be happy, choosing happiness...

Just going on about nothing, I like the junk that runs through my head. so much so that I might be a little narcissistic about it.

Slave screams he thinks he knows what he wants/Slave screams thinks he has something to say/Slave screams he hears but doesn't want to listen/Slave screams he's being beat into submission/Don't open your eyes you won't like what you see/The devils of truth steal the souls of the free/Don't open your eyes take it from me/I have found/You can find/Happiness in slavery/Slave screams he spends his life learning conformity/Slave screams he claims he has his own identity/Slave screams he's going to cause the system to fall/Slave screams but he's glad to be chained to that wall/Don't open your eyes you won't like what you see/The blind have been blessed with security/Don't open your eyes take it from me/I have found/You can find/Happiness in slavery/I don't know what I am I don't know where I've been/Human junk just words and so much skin/Stick my hands through the cage of this endless routine/Just some flesh caught in this big broken machine</>

  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: Boogie Woogie- icp
  • Reading: Andy Warhol
  • Drinking: Water

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Thankyou for the watch. Hope to see you in the club soon?

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Join Merc Town today!!!
Maybe =) I'm pretty busy lately but I am interested.

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Join Merc Town today!!!
omg 80'd comic book style.

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boo sheri...im on this account now. it's me tamara. yah boo and whatnot hi
Thank you for the fav! I really appreciate you taking the time to look at my stuff. :)
you have such a wonderful gallery!
i love the detail you put in your art

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how's you?

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sankyuu for the fav :)

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